Messenger Bag

I was actually inspired to make this post after reading this post from the LJ community pimp_my_altarPimp My Altar. My messenger bag began life as, well, and ordinary messenger/Israeli paratrooper bag that I purchased at Harry’s Army Surplus before their Ann Arbor location went out-of-business (due largely to gentrification and the sudden raise in rent for businesses on that block):

Mine was purchased for under $10 on a 50% off clearance, and I also got a fishtail parka for just under $20, on a 75% off clearance, and an extra-tall “walking stick”-sized umbrella for about $10 even (the latter is no longer a usable umbrella, due in part to Chicago winds, and in part to living with three cats).

This is how mine looks today:

It wasn’t a huge task to transform the paratrooper symbol into a Caduceus, which has been historically used as a printer’s mark. Regardless, as a symbol of Hermes, it seems an entirely appropriate thing to paint onto a bag that I primarily use for carrying notebooks, my agenda, important papers, my chequebook (which has the simpler Caduceus [sans wings] painted on the front), and a few other things that I’m in the habit of carrying with me, including my lyrics book, sheet music, drawing pencils and sketch diary, mp3 player or Walkman, personal phone book, cigarette tin and lighter, and gum. It reminds me of one of my favourite quotes from Derek Jarman’s film Caravaggio: “It was through an act of theft that Mercury created the Arts.” I recall that quote not because of theft (though I am frequently reminded of how the push for gentrification has essentially robbed this poor town of its culture before it could truly come into its own, and how the closing of Harry’s and several other down-town stores really solidified Ann Arbor’s gentrification in my mind), but because of Hermes’ long-held associations with the Arts and how I carry in this bag my simplest means of creativity.

All the pin-back buttons on the bag (with the exception of “The Amino Acids – Warning: Tangy Reverb” one) are also one’s that I’ve created. I had a few more on there before I took these two photos just now, but they either fell off or were removed by me at some time or another. [Well, except for a Dionysos button that I'm pretty sure some kid on the Amtrak stole while I was in the on-train restroom; it's one of those things that I just know, even though I couldn't prove it. Of course, I didn't even notice it was gone until I had already reached Chicago. There was just something about the way that kid kept looking at the button when he and his mother boarded the bus, kept looking at me after I came back from the restroom, and the fact that his mother was dead-asleep before and after I went to the restroom.]

Here’s a close-up (albeit, a dark one) of the buttons. I took it without flash to eliminate glare that would have made them unviewable:


left-to-right are: Top – Satyr & Nymphe (from a Roman mosaic), Narkissos (19thC CE illustration)
Bottom – Apollon & Muse, Hyakinthos & Zephyros, Apollon & laurel branch
(gone missing or out-of-commission: Dionysos, Hermes, Adonis, Eros, Caravaggio’s Narcissus, Hermaphroditos, Neokoroi flame, Hellenion flame)

Glorious Eros

lorious Eros, stronger than death
You make beauty among the trash
You shine a light through the eyes of Nyx
It is to you we writhe and thrash
With ever’y thrust I worship you
And with ever’y kiss and sigh
With ever’y beat of hardened pulse
You touch my heart, I touch his thigh
You give us a gift of joyousness
And from that we give you our sweat
I praise you ‘tween belov’d's muscled thighs
With joy that can’t be measured yet.

Happy New Year!

According to this site, it is currently the Boeotian month of Hermaios (‘Ερμαίος), and according to Wikipaedia, the Boeotian New Year begins in late December of the Gregorian calendar, so, Happy New Year! To those not paying attention, the lunar month began on December 28th of the Gregorian calendar.

I’ve updated the About This Blog page with a little more information about the city of Thespiae, and will (in a few minutes) be following up this post with a poem in its own post.

I’m not dead!

I know I’ve got that “Blogging Without Obligation” button down there, but I felt like making this post cos 1) I know people read this and 2) I know it’s been a while since I’ve updated this blog, in particular.

I’ve been writing a lot in my other Hellenic blog, Of Thespiae, lately, so if you enjoy reading this, you may want to read that one, too. The idea I had when I started that one was to have an on-line repository for Eros-related poetry and entries from the dream journal and jotting-down of little rituals that I do for Him, and it’s grown in this direction of including pretty well thought-out ramblings about Eros and related Theoi in only a couple of months. One of my favourite recent posts is about Chloris, the Goddess of Flowers, whom I feel is frequently overlooked by modern Hellenistai.

Also, in part because I get a lot of compliments on my paintings, I figured that I’d mention here that I have prints available of some of my paintings on my Lulu.com storefront. Not many of them yet, heck, not even half of them just yet, but I like them, and those who’ve bought prints so far tell me that Lulu’s art prints are actually a good quality. Shrine quality, even, according to my friend Jim.

Other than that, I don’t really have much to say. Been praying to Hestia and Hygaeia a lot this last day and some, cos I’ve been heavily cleaning my apartment (my fridge got really scary) and after I transcribe something from a notebook, I’m going to bed. I have a draft in my head right now, so I’ll probably have a “real entry” tomorrow (or, well, after my nocturnal ass wakes up).