OK, I’m at this point where I’ve lost a lot of the details, probably because I fell asleep on the love-seat (for those not in-the-know, yes, I really am that short that I can sleep on a love-seat comfortably) and thus far away from my writing-books. I’m probably going to have an epiphany on what all of this means in a week or so (as is common with my really weird dreams that don’t seem to make any sense — they turn out to be vaguely prophetic or have some kind of really deep meaning that just suddenly hits me like a hand on a porn-star’s arse), but if anybody else wants to take a stab at it, here goes:
I’m wearing just simple grey slacks with matching waistcoat and my lavender pin-stripe shirt with the French cuffs and a silvery purple tie. Not that unusual, considering my tastes.
There’s a man, a young man, approximately in the 17-27 age-range and I’d say his hair was maybe a little darker than “chestnut” in colour and kind of wavy. about chin-length, but just a little higher up on the jaw, like it just had a trim a few days before. What really struck me was his eyes — that really weird kind of light blue with a sort of dark blue ring outlining the irises — I think i’d only seen eyes like that on some actress playing a with in an old Hammer film. I’d also say he was fit, but not disgustingly so. His face was also very striking — chiselled jawline and nose, but not cartoonishly so. His weird-blue eyes were also rather large for a guy, which probably helped make him look younger. He was generally rather hairless on the face, but there was a soft dark hair on his arms and legs and running down from his navel. He’s dressed in a Utilikilt style garment, and not really much else.
So, enough about him.
I was on a train with him. Trains are actually rather common “stage settings” in my dreams, so I usually don’t think much of them, but this time around, it was one of those sort of fancy trains that you see in films set in the 1920s — I guess we were in “first class” or something, cos we were sitting in one of those little alcoves with the door shutting out the other passengers and with the two seats facing each-other. He was sitting across from me and somebody else comes in, so he motions for me to sit beside him so that this other passenger can sit across, but before I actually sit, he gets up and takes hold of the back of my head, and kisses me along the jawline and then I don’t actually sit on the seat, but on the floor beside his legs; it’s a natural movement for me to go sit on the floor when this other passenger comes in. Nothing’s forced, so I’m acting submissive but not actually submitting, if you understand the difference. I am more like kneeling than sitting with my arm wrapped around his thigh from the underside and my other hand rested on his knee. He and the other person, who’s either obscured by waiting so long to write it all down or was obscured from the beginning, they begin talking. I can’t exactly tell what about, but I remember the words “oldest,” “younger,” “he” (in reference to me), and “beautiful.” This conversation seemed to go on a while.
At some point, the other figure looked down at me, I somehow remember them smiling and then reaching out and touching my hair. But they never really seemed to end their conversation, it kept going on after that, and I don’t have any recollections of any words that might have been said.
It ended very strangely. He looks down at me and I utter “why do you love me?” and he responds “because.”
..now, this was strange because that’s about when the cat did something annoying and I just kind of eased awake. It was not a sudden state of being awake; I think my brain might have been trying to get me to go back to sleep so I could hear the rest, but I just sort of “woke up” and quite pissed with the cat. I know it was the cat cos I suddenly hear a miaow like one of them was trying to get my attention.
If anybody wants to offer any insight, please feel free. I’m suddenly at a loss for explanations on what any of this could mean. Granted, I’ve lost a lot of details which may explain a lot more, so if anybody has any ideas on what to do about that, please, offer away!